Random Stuff

How long has it been since the last time i posted? Gawd, i don't even want to do the math. I mean i've been meaning to, but i just keep putting it off. I know i'm a big procrastinator.

The biggest thing though, i survived my first week of 7th grade. It actually wasn't that bad. I've made some new friends and lost a couple unfortunately, the saddest being Rachelle. She really is the person who made me who i am today. I mean, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't have half the friends i have right now, and let me tell you something, i love my friends to death. But i loved her too ya know? And now we barely even say hi to each other in the halls. And Chelsey's been acting kinda different lately. I don't know what's brought her out of her funk, but today i finally ate lunch with her again and she seemed normal. I dunno, i think it's the eyeliner, maybe there are fumes coming from it and messing up her brain. Oh well, i know deep down there my old Chelsey is still there. =]

Second biggest thing, yesterday was Oba's birthday! He's finally 8 yay. =] I got him this action figure thing of the ghost rider when he's all tricked out, but he's already broken it. =[ Yep he supposedly dropped it on "accident" and the leg just fell off. Oh well, i guess that's what you can expect from Oba, he'll always be the same no matter the age. A good part though, i played Happy Birthday for him on the violin. That was fun.

Third biggest thing, I FINALLY LEARNED HOW TO KNIT!!! I'm over excited by that, and i know i probably shouldn't be. =] But I've been wanting to learn for years and i finally went out and bought some good yarn and the needles and i looked up the directions off the internet and BAMO, i am currently in the process of making Ode a scarf. =] After the scarf is done though, I'm going to attempt to learn how to purl because all i know how to do right now is casting on, the knit stitch, and casting off. But hey, that's enough for me. =]

Now just for the random thoughts. Well, i read almost 30 books over the summer. =] Brianne's party was fun i guess. It got kinda boring and i spent most of the time hanging out at the trampoline with Meghan. Brianne is just kinda different, she barely talked to me but when she finally did, the real Brianne came through, not the crappy version she lets everyone else see. Oh well, I know deep down, the old Bri i know is down there. More random thoughts... I got a bottom locker this year =[. I'll live i suppose, but i'd prefer to have a top locker. I think that's all I have to say so...

ciao!

Dance, Dance

Ok so i had to wait until now to finally blog because i have too much to include and my dad made me go to bed while i was trying to do this last night. First i shall start off with So You Think You Can Dance.

So i was taking a shower last night and in the middle of conditioning my hair i though to myself, OMFG WE MISSED SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE AND IT'S THE FINALE AND NIGEL WAS GONNA DANCE! So i rushed out of the shower put a towel on and ran to the living room. I stole the remote and changed it to 25 and right when i got there i saw Danny and Sabra standing on stage and Cat was opening the envelope. Then i heard Sabra's name and started screaming. I was so happy. I mean everyone on that show was great but out of the top 4 i knew it was gonna be between Danny and Sabra. Lacey is definitely good, there is no doubt about that, but she's just not the best. Neil is amazing (and quite a little hottie =]) but he wasn't the best either. Danny is just beautiful when he dances but i knew Sabra was definitely gonna win it all. She just had to.

Now HSM2 time. Now, as a whole i have completely mixed feelings about this movie. I was looking so forward to it because i absolutely loved the first one no doubt about it. But, some parts in the second were extremely disappointing. Finally Ashley Tisdale gets her own song and it sucked. I mean, homegirl can sing but the lyrics were horrendous and the music was just bad. But other parts i was totally awestruck, like during I Don't Dance. That was my favorite song. I luv Corbin Bleu's and Lucas Grabeel's voices together. And i loved how they put hip-hop, swing dancing, and baseball together. And during the ending, was it only me or did i see Miley Cyrus in the last song? I swore i saw her. I also think that it kinda focused on Zac Efron just a tad too much. But that's just me. Although Bet On It (or whatever it's called) was very good. His voice has changed quite a bit. It's a lot better. Some of the dancing was a bit festive shall i say, but i still liked my good ol' Zac =]. The whole love thing in this movie was a bit corny at times too. But it was sweet at the same time. I was also glad that Ryan gave up being Sharpay's "poodle" as he called it and finally decided to be a Wildcat 100%. Ok, i believe i have spent enough time on HSM, onto other things now. I was also glad that Ryan gave up being Sharpay's "poodle" as he called it and finally decided to be a Wildcat 100%.

Hannah Montana and the Jonas Brothers. You can't get it much better than that! Although i wished the song at the end was a little longer, i still liked the episode as a whole. That was not a disappointment at all.

And now i must await Kate who is sleeping over tonight. Then tomorrow I'm going to a party at 4. It's my best friend who i haven't seen in months party and there is no way i am missing it so if i do blog tomorrow it'll be around 10.

ciao!

My Secret

I've got a secret
But it' something that you'll never know
And I've got some problems
But you'll never understand even if you tried
I've got a reason
But that will all stay a mystery

[HOOK]
So what if i want you here
To take away the fear
So what if i need you now
I'll get over it somehow

[CHORUS]
There are things about me that will always stay a mystery
You'll search your whole life through but you'll never find out the whole story
My mysteriousness just adds to the reasons why you want me
But honey, I'm not giving in

There's another side of me, locked away with a gold key
You'll search the oceans, the mountains, the forests yet all you'll unlock is one half of me
Alter egos, split personalities
You won't get all of me no you won't find that key

[HOOK]

[CHORUS]

Why don't you just give up there's no point in seeking the secrets that i hold
You'll never get past this armor, it's taken too long to build
It's not too late to get out of this mess
But curiosity leads you deeper, deep down to your end

[HOOK]

[CHORUS]

Your curiosity leads you deeper
But i'm not giving in

What A Darling Bag!

yay! This is the bag i finally finished crocheting, isn't it just darling? Now unfortunately, i am completely out of yarn and i won't be able to get any more for maybe 2 weeks! =[

Vanilla Violin

this is my baby she's my beautiful violin, vanilla.

Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do!

Out of all the instruments i've either tried to play or know how to, the recorder may have been the easiest to learn. I've found this website that gives you the basics and after reading it, i learned 5 notes and Mary Had A Little Lamb, in about 5 minutes. So you know, if you're looking for an easy instrument to play to impress your friends with, then the recorder is your best bet. It's also inexpensive, my brother bought a plastic one for about a dollar. BUT, then the hard part comes. Playing it well. See it's easy to learn but it takes practice and dedication to play it well, as with all other instruments. I suppose you could say that's the only downside. Oh, and breathing might bring you down.

ciao!

A Movie and A Remixed Hannah Montana Song

"Where are you now?"
"I'm sitting in my office."
"I doubt that."
"And why would you doubt that?"
"Because if you were in your office right now, we'd be having this conversation face to face."
That is one of the best quotes from any movie i have probably ever seen. If you're looking for action, suspense, and many gasps, then the Bourne Ultimatum is definitely your movie. I assure you, Matt Damon has never been better.

*Sung to Hannah Montanta's Nobody's Perfect*
Sometimes I'm in a jam
Kill *insert name here* with a frying pan
It might be crazy
I kill em anyway
No way to know for sure
Just shoot em on the floor
I'm makin bullet holes
But then blood overflows
Push his body down the well
Yeah Yeah Yeah
But then just say he fell
Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta shoot it!
Again and again till i get it right
Nobody's Perfect!
You kill and you learn it!
And i won't mess it up next time
Nobody's Perfect!

This song is completely a joke. I did not ever nor will i ever kill anybody and i made it up while making pancakes for breakfast yesterday because i was mad at my brother and kinda bored.

ciao!

So Much To Tell, Yet So Little Time

Have you ever fallen into a movie? I mean really fallen, letting your soul and mind run away with it? Has a voice, just a single voice ever made you cry? No, not even cry, weep. Just the sound of it makes you break down and pour your heart out in the form of tears. What was the most you've ever felt during one movie? Not much I guess. Can you find it possible to experience hatred, compassion, pity, amusement, sadness, frustration, confusion, love, understanding, misunderstanding, shame, fear, entranced, and so much more during the course of less than 3 hours? I didn't think so. But if you're willing to let yourself loose into that world, i suggest you watch The Phantom of the Opera. I plead with you from the bottom of my heart not to watch it unless you are up for that. It's an emotional rollercoaster, so strap yourself in, throw your arms up, and go.

This above all: To thine own self, be true...
Those are words spoken by Mr. William Shakespeare himself. What do they mean to you? Think hard and long, for that is not an easy question. To me, it means no matter how many wrongs you have done, confess to them, if not to anyone else, then at least to yourself, because therefore you are honest with yourself, and sometimes that is all that matters. But what if you have not yet come to realize the true meaning of those words in your own? Then what can it lead to. To find a out a worst-case scenario, dive into the world of Prsicilla Cummings and What Mr. Mattero Did. Or did he?

To keep you all up to date on the the love triange situation, i do not believe the 3rd grade girl is still mad at my 2nd grade brother. In fact, they played over at her house today! Or since it is after midnight, yesterday, but it way depending on how you look at it, it is true. Also, to my knowledge, my 2nd grade brother forgave my 4th grade brother for telling the 3rd grade girl that he liked her in the first place.

I believe for now that is all i must say. So for now i must bid adieu!

ciao--->>me=]

Young Love

Do you remember your first love? I know i do. His name was TJ and we were both in first grade. Do you remember your first love triangle? I don't because I've never had one, but i am now witnessing one. This triangle is extremely complicated. It happens between a 2nd, a 3rd, and a 4th grader. Two of those kids just happen to be my brother. The 2nd grader is in love with the 3rd grade girl who lives 2 houses up. The 3rd grade girl is in love with my 4th grade brother, and my 4th grade brother loves another girl who does not fall into this story because i don't know where she lives. Now, my 4th grade brother just told the 3rd grade girl that my 2nd grade brother likes her and i have no idea what she thinks. I told you this was complicated, but alas i must be going. I shall keep you posted.

ciao babies --->> me=]

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Now playing: One Republic - Apologize
via FoxyTunes

The Distance Could Tear Us Apart

Distances rip apart everything. Lovers, families, friends. It always happens. I've been victim to this too many times to not notice. But it's happening again. This time though, I'm not the one who's moving. Oh no, I'm not ready to do that again. No, this time it's a friend. A friend who I love dearly. And it's a whole new state. Yea I know it's just MA and i'm in NH but we could still be lost to eachother forever. I haven't even talked to her all summer. I haven't told her I love her. Will I get that chance before it's too late? She won't answer her phone. Maybe she's busy but I've got to tell her that we'll always be friends forever even though that may not be true.

ciao--->> me=]



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Now playing: Hannah Montana - Make Some Noise
via FoxyTunes

Quote of Interest

"If he be Mr. Hyde," he had thought, "I shall be Mr. Seek." - Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde by: Robert Louis Stevenson

ciao--->> me=]

Fall Into an Imaginary World

Have you ever been sucked into an imaginary world full of wonders beyond human nature through the pages of a book? If not, then i can assure you you have no idea what you're missing. Do you know how it feels to be a spectator in the final battle between Harry Potter and Lord Voldemort? Do you drown in Christine Daae's voice when she sings for Erik, the Opera Ghost? Where you present when Jesse and Leslie made Terabithia? Were you present when Roiben was crowned King of the Unseelie Court, or when Kaye professed her love to him? Do you scream in terror during a blackout in the City of Ember? Do you get a sudden urge to go shopping when Massie and her Clique reign in terror? Do you cry when George Harvey is finally found guilty of Susie Salmon's murder but is nowhere to be found? If you have never experienced these feelings or any feelings when you have read a book, then you have yet to discover the true wonders in life.

ciao-->>me =]

Drowning in the music

Current Music: Look Where We Are Now- Teddy Geiger

Ok so i turned on the iPod and put it on shuffle. What song happens to come up you may ask? Well the one right above this. I close my eyes and suddenly i am drowned in the music. Memories of last summer flood through my brain. The first time i heard a Teddy song. The day i realized he was perfect. The day i got that silly perfect idea through my friends heads. The posters on my walls. The day I finally got to buy the CD. The day i realized it was silly to obsess over him and that he is just a normal person yet with an amazingly angelic voice. The song ends. I open my eyes and suddenly i am back in my living room staring at the screen of my laptop. The song changes and the happy feeling leaves. Oh what I'd do to have that feeling back. The carefree feeling of elementary school. Before the hard times came and that carefree feeling left for what I thought for good. But it did come back. But it left again. I'd kill to have it back again.

ciao--->> me =]